Not Me

I could have made you happy

I could have done it all

Maybe I didn’t try hard enough

Maybe it didn’t show

Maybe it wouldn’t have mattered

Because it’s just not me

 

I could have loved you

I could have shown it all

Maybe it just wasn’t enough

Maybe it wasn’t what you needed

Maybe it wouldn’t have mattered

Because it’s just not me

 

It’s not me that you need

It’s not me that you want

I could have loved you forever

I could have done it all

But it wouldn’t have mattered

Because it’s just not me

It’s not me that you want or need

Fantasy

I thought we would last

I thought we were in love

Was it all in my head

Was it just a fantasy

 

How was I supposed to know

That I was all alone

I thought we were in love

I thought we would last

 

But I guess it was all in my head

Just a made up fantasy

I thought you felt the same

I thought we were in love

 

But I was just keeping you

From finding your true love

I thought we were built to last

But I guess it was all in my head

Nothing but a fantasy

 

Fool

I thought you were mine

Because I was yours

I thought you would be true

Because I was to you

 

I thought we would be together

Forever just you and me

I thought we would belong to each other

Nothing more Nothing less

 

I thought you were mine

Because we were in love

But I was a fool

All alone

 

I thought we both belonged to each other

We both felt the same

But I was a fool

All alone feeling this way

 

 

I thought you were mine

Because I was yours

But I was a fool to think

That you would give all of your heart to me

Knowing you knew you had all of mine for eternity

 

Numb

How can I say good bye

Why do I feel so numb

Like nothing happened

Like nothing is broken

 

It’s just my heart

It’s used to this beating

Maybe it’s just bruised

Maybe it’ll be back up again

 

How can I say good bye

How can I look you in the eye

And say it’s fine

Like nothing happened

 

How can you just walk out

How can you look me in the eye

These tears that are falling

The pain that you are causing

 

It’s just my heart

I guess it’s used to being bruised

It’s used to this beating

Feeling numb like nothing wrong

Felling numb like nothing is broken 

I Can’t

I can’t see anyone but you

I can’t feel anyone but you

I can’t belong to anyone but you

What am I supposed to do

 

You’ve gone and left me

What am I supposed to do

How am I supposed to be without you

 

I can’t see myself without you

I can’t feel my heart without you

I can’t belong to anyone but you

What am I supposed to do

 

You’ve gone and left me

All alone by myself

What am I supposed to do without you

How am I supposed to be without you

 

I can’t see myself with anyone else but you

I cant love anyone else but you

What am I supposed to do

You’ve gone and left me 

I’m Not Perfect

I’m not perfect

I tried to fix the mess I made

But it just got worse

The more I tried

 

The more I tried to love you

The more I tried to care

You would pull away from me

 

I’m not perfect

I tried to be okay

Even when I wasn’t

Maybe it was too soon

Maybe I pushed too much

 

But I tried to fix the mess I made

But I caused you pain

The more I tried to love you

The more I tried to show you I care

The more you pulled away

 

I’m not perfect

I never made the claim

But I loved you with all my heart

Even though you keep pushing me away

I Wish

I wish you really wanted me

I wish you really loved me

You changed your mind

Every day about me

 

I wish I were all you needed

I wish you loved me with all your heart

And saw me for who I really am

 

A simple girl that loves you

For exactly who you are

A simple mind

That wanted nothing but you

 

I wish you really cared for me

I wish you really needed me

But you changed your mind about

Every week every day every hour

 

I wish I were all you needed

I wish you saw me for who I really was

I am the girl that loves you no matter what

I am the girl that would be there

And I wouldn’t change one thing

And love you exactly for who you really are

 

I Want You to Know

I want you to know I tried

I want you to know that I loved

With everything I had in me

But it wasn’t enough

 

I was broken when you found me

I was so gone

You brought me back

But it was too little too late

 

I thought you would wait

I thought you would understand

I thought you would see my pain

See my fear and wait for me to heal

 

Maybe I asked too much of you

Maybe I expected you to wait too long

I couldn’t let go of my fear

But I want you to know I tried

 

I want you to know that I loved you with all my heart

I want you to know that I gave you all of me

Maybe it was a too little too late

Maybe you were too tired of all the games

Maybe you were tired of waiting

 

But I want you to know I was yours

I want you to know I loved you

With everything I had in me

You don’t know what it’s like to let go

This fear that I had inside and love again

 

How Could I

How could I have been so wrong?

How could I have seen things so unclearly?

I thought you loved me

I thought you would be there

When you came back in to my life

I thought it was the end

I thought you were for keeps

Because I was always yours

How could I have been so wrong?

And judged you so wrong?

How could I have not seen this coming

How could I have known that you would break my heart all over again?

 

Again

You did it again

Just when I was starting to feel whole again

You did it again

Just when I was starting to smile again

You did it again

Just when I was starting to trust again

You did it again

Just when I was starting to hope again

You broke my heart

Not once but twice

You did it again

You broke my heart again